cerita bab 52

15 Februari 2012

2.03 petang

"Before I lupa, ni..", ujar Haider sambil menghulurkan paper bag kepadaku.

"Apa ni?"

"Your belated birthday gift. Lama dah I simpan."

"You know you don't have to."

"I know.. And it already past for a few days tapi I nak jugak ucap face to face, Happy Anniversary!"

"Thank you..", ucapku.
"No.. I thanked you for everything."
"For? I tak bagi apa-apa pun.."
"For still being here."
Aku terdiam sejenak.
"You..", panggil Haider.
"Erm?"
"I'm sorry. I really do."
Aku membalas senyuman Haider. Hambar.


"Dah lewat ni. Balik jom..", kataku.
"You parked dekat mana tadi?"
"Bangunan sebelah sana."
"Tapi hujan lagi ni."
"Macam takkan reda jer.."
"Take this to cover your head.", ujar Haider sambil menghulurkan jaketnya.
"Habis tu you macam mana?"
"It's okay. I boleh jer redah hujan."
"Serious? Kita beli payung jer lah.."
"Tak perlu.. Just take my jacket."
"Takkan nak biar you basah kuyup?"
"Anggap jer tu punishment I sebab buat you nangis sampai sakit hari tu."
"That's seem fair.", kataku sambil wajah nakal.
"Tak payahlah buat muka macam tu.."
"Yelah.. Yelah.. Jalan slow tau.. Karang I tergelincir pulak."
"Okay. Ready?"
"Tak! Kejap.."
"Dah dua kali tukar lampu hijau dah traffic light tu tau.."
"I takut jatuhlah.."
"You won't fall. Paut lengan I..", ujar Haider sambil menunjukkan lengannya kepadaku.
"Okay.", jawabku sambil tergelak kecil.
"Apesal you gelak?"
"This situation lah lucu!"
"What's so funny about it?"
"Soooo hindustan..", kataku lagi.
"You and your imagination. Dah-dah.. Hang on tight,"
"Okay!"
"Ready?"
"Ready."
"Satu.. Dua.. Tiga.."

These is one of that moments. Moments that makes me hanging on tight to him.. Mungkin ucapan maafnya tidak setimpal dengan kesalahannya. Tapi dia selalu berjaya membuatkanku gembira kembali dengan lagaknya. Cause his actions matters. Walaupun jauh di lubuk hati aku meragui dirinya dan paling penting diriku sendiri.